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Hiiiii, decided to quit tumblr.. I guess I'm just too unused to the format? I wanna try out wordpress tho, so meanwhile here's my writing platformmmmmmmmm! Below is the post from Tumblr submitted like loooong ago! I have sooo much to say, but i'll leave it next time? :)

Anyway, went dating with sunny last saturday! he finally ended his 3 months of SIP and he decided to treat me for dinner! he thought of marche but i wanted sushi! needless to say, i was freaking spanking full!

NO photos of me because I was being VERY unphotogenic which was WORSE than usual. I hate my hair I hate my hair I hate my hair

We also went to see the movie 'The Other Guys'! However I think it's only funshion-worthy.. so yeah. A couple offered us free tickets when we came out of the cinema but it felt so unreal and i thought i might get punk-d so i politely declined. anyway it was a happy day! Anyway I'll stop here for the time being, I have many stuff to rant about regarding my work but i'll save that for next time!

Moved

I moved! :) Maybe I'll come back when I miss blogspot :(

3AM Rain

I'm up at 3am in the morning with an orange sky - expecting rain to come.
Anyway, I thought I should just update this space of mine. It has been 2 weeks.
2 well, exciting weeks.

Anyway, these past 2 weeks was me working as an intern in KPMG, and it's great cos i made a lot of friends, regardless from TP or from other school interns. I think as a whole i get along with them really well, and all of them are really nice! so it's actually quite awesome to have someone to rant to, especially when they understand your plight. These past 2 weeks of interning felt like cramming for a subject - so much to learn and absorb, to familiarize yourself and make friends over a short span of time! Internship is great as it sets me thinking about well.. everything else possible. Whether all of this made sense. I'll leave this part till next time, or until you have been one of the victims of my rants. I hope to expect more challenging work tho, I admit I expect a lot from myself and I'm still learning to take in everything so far. On another plus side, my body clock's healthier! I've been hitting the sack at 1030 or 10pm, and waking up at 6am! (zzzz) 8 hours of sleep is still not enough tho, I slept at 9.30pm before and I can still feel sleepy during work time! There were a lot of upturns and downturns throughout my work, but I think it's always good to stay positive and take things in stride! there is an immense amount of things i learnt, which is just impossible to condense in a few paragraphs. Most of it are very thought-provoking matters and really sorta taught me life lessons and inspired me, in more ways than one, regardless of me being an intern myself or hearing stories regarding their SIP from my friends.

Spent the saturday going to school for campus training and also met up with sunny today, it's our 2.5 monthsary (ew im using this word i feel so cheesy and lame)! he bought me these sticker/speech bubble stuff to ward off against any negative emotions i might feel during SIP and it's so cute i think i can paste it on my workspace! I think happy likes it too ahahaha



anyway, wtf is a creamy centre this sentence is just plain wrong!













Anyway, this would be my last public post. Yes - I'm locking up my blog. While it is interesting to know that random people can come and read my lame blog, it is also quite discomforting at the same time. Of course, I will add some of my friends that I think who reads my blog (bhb-ish) here, but if you read it and I don't invite you, just feel free to ask me! Through facebook because my hotmail and msn is screwed zzz.. you must have a blogger account btw. I'll find someway to sneak sunny in my blog HAHA

Eh I realise I talk like Im such a big shot zzz but moving on...

Okay I think there's nothing else - Im tired, it's 3.53am and Im gonna sleep. Gonna enjoy the last of my weekends before I start off with a boring monday all over again. Toodles peeps.

PS: Sometimes I think that the human mind is such a dilemma - Do you say the ugly truth in someone's face, or should you just keep quiet because that person should already know what he/she should so by now? It's so confusing on how to play the good person sometimes. Right now I'm in a ball of flames but I'm choosing not to say anything. It's very difficult, because i feel so bottled up now, but I think it's the right thing for me to do for you now. I just feel painful that I would have given 100% best to get what you have right now, and it sucks to see you throw that away.

PS/S: Sometimes I can't even differentiate between who's a friend and a foe anymore. As the saying goes 'keep your friends close, and your enemies closer'. Amidst all the socializing, i hope i don't get to see false pretences or getting a stab in the back. I rather they come and tell me in the face that they dislike me rather than doing all the dirty work behind my back. If im only a friend for very supeficial benefits for yourself then heck it - im walking away from all this. I won't say whether anything is happening to me right now, or anything is not. I'm just saying.

Weishan birthday celebration!

Met up with the girls 2 days ago to enjoy the holidays! It also served as a belated birthday celebration for Weishan since her birthday fell during the exams. Went to Cine for Sukisushi and had a spontaneous idea for Kbox thereafter! Haven't been singing in ages manzxzxz

Food Galore! Yumzxzxzx i ate quite less tho, the sight of the huge amount of raw meat reminded me of a bad experience with my sissies at sukisushi last time... T.T







kbox next! quite fun tho, this was the only place that offered 2-7 at 8 bucks instead of other places! had to make various calls, and it was worth it :)



Had a wonderful night :)

Mischief Managed!

Yes, exams are OVER like finally! i don't really feel the sense of liberation tho, maybe because I didn't put in much effort? Anyway I am just glad it's overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, and I really have to thank June for helping me with my subjects throughout the semester break! It's really awesome to have a study buddy who don't mind you pestering her haha so im glad :)

bad thing tho, I have 6 days till the first day of SIP. feeling tingly by the thought of this, it's so scary how time passes! I have 6 days to buy clothes and do a lot of stuff and 6 days deffo isn't enough! Oh well.. Its always so much to do and so little time.

anyway went out with Nadirah after exams! went to have lunch at tampines mall and checked out the newly opened hershey's chocolate shop! saw the biggest chocolate bar in the whole and it was so heavy i almost dropped it! went to marina square and even tho it was short, i had fun :)

anw i have photos to show, taken today! I figured that this blog needed some graphics!

forgive me for not being photogenic lah!!!!















awesumzxzx yeah! I have more to post but we ended up having fun squashing each other out of the camera that this is the most appropriate photo! okay its the first photo we took out of like 50++

hmm, all i need now is to meet sunny! can't meet him today and the last time we met is god-knows-when!!!!!! :(

Truly Happy

Random thought: How or when would you be truly happy? If your truly-happy-face is ugly than you wouldn't be happy.. right?
Hmm.

18 percent

Felt like visiting my little personal space here, haven't had the time to blog since self-defined mugging period started. There's only 18% in this laptop now so maybe I'll just make this a quick one?

I feel like DYING this whole exam period man; I can safely say that this. is. my. slackiest. period. ever!!!!!!!! Seriously sometimes my actions just totally freak me out as to how last minute I can be. Normally when it comes to exams Im totally well-planned and all but this time everything just turns out so... WEIRD. I keep disappointing myself and doing less and the worse thing is, I can still feel so composed at times these days.

Ackkkk and the worse thing is, if you ever tried telling it to anyone that you slack, prolly 99% of the people wont believe you. They might prolly just scoff and think that Im a closet mugger! But seriously in comparison Im doing wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy less. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Tuesday's tax test and I didn't even TOUCH tax today at all. What's wrong with me? Can't resist Iphone games, twitter, and most of all.... THE TV!!! My eyes are totally glued on that screen. Doesn't help if we have so much channels either! If you look at my twitter Im always tweeting proudly what shows im watching lor zzzzzzzzzzzzz and the only way for me to NOT watch tv is when bicky watches the Filipino channel. WALAO EHZXZXZXZXZ

Shit sia. PLS MUG PLS MUG PLS MUG PLS MUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Okay this is gonna be my last post till exams are over (14 sept). Till then, Ciaos :)

I'm done with myself

Feeling shitty and upset.
It's like when you struggle; to voice out or to make a stand, no one listens. Heck it, nobody even knows you are feeling that way.
So what now? Either all of them are being terribly insensitive or you are an incredible loser with no presence and worse of all, you are not heard.

just wish that someone would just read between those lines and tell me what I feel.
what is this feeling of... despair. anger. sad?
don't even know anymore.

it's funny how these small little things just lead to another with tremendous compounding effect until you get so upset not by that single little thing anymore, but the reactions you get from people.

just feel very shortchanged for my entire 19 years suddenly.

I don't blame anyone. if it's someone, it's me. ME ME ME. I'm just berating myself for being dumb.

Is it just the late night or is it me feeling more alone than ever?

Chomp Chomp and Train tracks

Im feeling very happy/satisfied because miss-horrible awarded me my points! It was all worth it man, all the fighting! I swear I'll detest her forever more. Never seen such an irresponsible tutor before!

Anyway, let's just skip all that negativity and just enjoy this post! Nune came to Singapore with her sister for a tour, and we met up at Chomp Chomp for supper/dinner! Such a pity tho, I had stomachache and it was pretty bad, hence I didn't get to see her off at the airport. Oh well, there's always a next time! Last thing she said: 'I'll see you when I see you!'



I think it's quite comforting for the fact that my friends and I still remain in contact with Nune despite having her studying overseas and all. Thanks Yvonne + Candy for the effort!



The other day, I accompanied Sunny for his site visit near Buona Vista, as he needed to take photos around that area! Again, it was scorching hot at first but it ended up raining. Again. Really when we go out, you can almost expect rain around 80% of the time and we'll just blame each other LOL

Anyway the site was basically just an empty plot of land with wild grasses and trees! He also took me to the old railway track that was once used by Singapore.

It was quite scary tho, because it was the beginning of the 7th month and there was a deserted sorta hut there and completed with the whole old railway track look, it was just plain scary! I wonder why they didn't remove the hut or something..









eeek Sunny's glasses are dark cos of that special lens.. thingy.

Woohoo btw went to school with June today and had dinner with Candy at Tampines. Haven't met her for such a long time and well had a girl/ heart-to-heart talk. I love talks like this! Overall such a happy day in addition to miss-horrible adding my points wakakakakaka

Okay one thing to do after exams is to go shopping. Haven't done that for quite some time and my clothes are repeating but i just act ignorant about it. And so should you. Okay byeeeeeee

Berries & Apples

Finally Im well enough to blog about past awesome events! Got sick few days ago, and lazing around reading books and slacking doesn't help with the procrastinating! I have TONS to update, and time is just so constraining now that the study break is one week shorter, which means one more week nearer to start studying :(

Anyway, finally had a second outing with cousins @ Illuma! Katherine brought her BF as well, and we decided to watch Salt and also play arcade and have dinner! it was quite fun playing the street fighting thing vernie was very funny!

oh, also queued like hell for koi but koi was good :)

Settled down to Ebisboshi Shotengai for dinner. Didn't think the food was great and the service is just blah. So must confusion due to the different method of ordering. Why act so IT savvy when it's just creating more work and just making people frustrated. Combination of hunger and frustration NOT GOOD.
We ordered 8 chawanmushi and only got 2 of the veggie kind ONLY. WTH you are a restaurant and we are NOT patronising you in the wee hours, its 8+ pm leh god do improve your stock take please! doesn't help when the taste wasnt good also! Vernie, Shuyun, HL, LW, and I took turns to eat the chawanmushi round-robin style, spoonful by spoonful! A bit pathetic LOL but also hilarious with the occasional grumbles!! HAHA

it was katherine's second trip i think, and she was equally unhappy with the first one. The dessert thingy took so long and we were almost late for the movie. GSR & Kat argued and in the end - Complimentary!



Did a lot of GSR zoom-in shots but lets just keep that away shall we :)



I like the last photo because vernie looks very happy laughing!



I think Shuyun and LW look alike in the photo above - or is it just the bangs?



Battle between Iphones and Blackberries! HL's phone is the rat shit cos her clock is one minute faster than the rest and her phone has chicken pox - air bubbles all over!

Anyway, Salt was great even though the ending might appear to be a bit abrupt but it's supposed to end this way - I quote LW.

We haven't planned a 3rd gathering yet, but I hope it would come soon! Im not very free for the time being because exams are coming, but I hope we can go out again soon? :)