Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Sunday, October 03, 2010
3AM Rain
I'm up at 3am in the morning with an orange sky - expecting rain to come.
Anyway, I thought I should just update this space of mine. It has been 2 weeks.
2 well, exciting weeks.
Anyway, these past 2 weeks was me working as an intern in KPMG, and it's great cos i made a lot of friends, regardless from TP or from other school interns. I think as a whole i get along with them really well, and all of them are really nice! so it's actually quite awesome to have someone to rant to, especially when they understand your plight. These past 2 weeks of interning felt like cramming for a subject - so much to learn and absorb, to familiarize yourself and make friends over a short span of time! Internship is great as it sets me thinking about well.. everything else possible. Whether all of this made sense. I'll leave this part till next time, or until you have been one of the victims of my rants. I hope to expect more challenging work tho, I admit I expect a lot from myself and I'm still learning to take in everything so far. On another plus side, my body clock's healthier! I've been hitting the sack at 1030 or 10pm, and waking up at 6am! (zzzz) 8 hours of sleep is still not enough tho, I slept at 9.30pm before and I can still feel sleepy during work time! There were a lot of upturns and downturns throughout my work, but I think it's always good to stay positive and take things in stride! there is an immense amount of things i learnt, which is just impossible to condense in a few paragraphs. Most of it are very thought-provoking matters and really sorta taught me life lessons and inspired me, in more ways than one, regardless of me being an intern myself or hearing stories regarding their SIP from my friends.
Spent the saturday going to school for campus training and also met up with sunny today, it's our 2.5 monthsary (ew im using this word i feel so cheesy and lame)! he bought me these sticker/speech bubble stuff to ward off against any negative emotions i might feel during SIP and it's so cute i think i can paste it on my workspace! I think happy likes it too ahahaha
anyway, wtf is a creamy centre this sentence is just plain wrong!
Anyway, this would be my last public post. Yes - I'm locking up my blog. While it is interesting to know that random people can come and read my lame blog, it is also quite discomforting at the same time. Of course, I will add some of my friends that I think who reads my blog (bhb-ish) here, but if you read it and I don't invite you, just feel free to ask me! Through facebook because my hotmail and msn is screwed zzz.. you must have a blogger account btw. I'll find someway to sneak sunny in my blog HAHA
Eh I realise I talk like Im such a big shot zzz but moving on...
Okay I think there's nothing else - Im tired, it's 3.53am and Im gonna sleep. Gonna enjoy the last of my weekends before I start off with a boring monday all over again. Toodles peeps.
PS: Sometimes I think that the human mind is such a dilemma - Do you say the ugly truth in someone's face, or should you just keep quiet because that person should already know what he/she should so by now? It's so confusing on how to play the good person sometimes. Right now I'm in a ball of flames but I'm choosing not to say anything. It's very difficult, because i feel so bottled up now, but I think it's the right thing for me to do for you now. I just feel painful that I would have given 100% best to get what you have right now, and it sucks to see you throw that away.
PS/S: Sometimes I can't even differentiate between who's a friend and a foe anymore. As the saying goes 'keep your friends close, and your enemies closer'. Amidst all the socializing, i hope i don't get to see false pretences or getting a stab in the back. I rather they come and tell me in the face that they dislike me rather than doing all the dirty work behind my back. If im only a friend for very supeficial benefits for yourself then heck it - im walking away from all this. I won't say whether anything is happening to me right now, or anything is not. I'm just saying.
Anyway, I thought I should just update this space of mine. It has been 2 weeks.
2 well, exciting weeks.
Anyway, these past 2 weeks was me working as an intern in KPMG, and it's great cos i made a lot of friends, regardless from TP or from other school interns. I think as a whole i get along with them really well, and all of them are really nice! so it's actually quite awesome to have someone to rant to, especially when they understand your plight. These past 2 weeks of interning felt like cramming for a subject - so much to learn and absorb, to familiarize yourself and make friends over a short span of time! Internship is great as it sets me thinking about well.. everything else possible. Whether all of this made sense. I'll leave this part till next time, or until you have been one of the victims of my rants. I hope to expect more challenging work tho, I admit I expect a lot from myself and I'm still learning to take in everything so far. On another plus side, my body clock's healthier! I've been hitting the sack at 1030 or 10pm, and waking up at 6am! (zzzz) 8 hours of sleep is still not enough tho, I slept at 9.30pm before and I can still feel sleepy during work time! There were a lot of upturns and downturns throughout my work, but I think it's always good to stay positive and take things in stride! there is an immense amount of things i learnt, which is just impossible to condense in a few paragraphs. Most of it are very thought-provoking matters and really sorta taught me life lessons and inspired me, in more ways than one, regardless of me being an intern myself or hearing stories regarding their SIP from my friends.
Spent the saturday going to school for campus training and also met up with sunny today, it's our 2.5 monthsary (ew im using this word i feel so cheesy and lame)! he bought me these sticker/speech bubble stuff to ward off against any negative emotions i might feel during SIP and it's so cute i think i can paste it on my workspace! I think happy likes it too ahahaha
anyway, wtf is a creamy centre this sentence is just plain wrong!
Anyway, this would be my last public post. Yes - I'm locking up my blog. While it is interesting to know that random people can come and read my lame blog, it is also quite discomforting at the same time. Of course, I will add some of my friends that I think who reads my blog (bhb-ish) here, but if you read it and I don't invite you, just feel free to ask me! Through facebook because my hotmail and msn is screwed zzz.. you must have a blogger account btw. I'll find someway to sneak sunny in my blog HAHA
Eh I realise I talk like Im such a big shot zzz but moving on...
Okay I think there's nothing else - Im tired, it's 3.53am and Im gonna sleep. Gonna enjoy the last of my weekends before I start off with a boring monday all over again. Toodles peeps.
PS: Sometimes I think that the human mind is such a dilemma - Do you say the ugly truth in someone's face, or should you just keep quiet because that person should already know what he/she should so by now? It's so confusing on how to play the good person sometimes. Right now I'm in a ball of flames but I'm choosing not to say anything. It's very difficult, because i feel so bottled up now, but I think it's the right thing for me to do for you now. I just feel painful that I would have given 100% best to get what you have right now, and it sucks to see you throw that away.
PS/S: Sometimes I can't even differentiate between who's a friend and a foe anymore. As the saying goes 'keep your friends close, and your enemies closer'. Amidst all the socializing, i hope i don't get to see false pretences or getting a stab in the back. I rather they come and tell me in the face that they dislike me rather than doing all the dirty work behind my back. If im only a friend for very supeficial benefits for yourself then heck it - im walking away from all this. I won't say whether anything is happening to me right now, or anything is not. I'm just saying.
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