Tingwen's 21st!

Attended Tingwen's 21st at Aranda Country Club yesterday!

Yes the decorations were fab - balloons, lights, banners, confetti, the works.

Wore my new slippers i bought this week from H&M! It was on sale, from original 40$ to 15$, what a steal!

Her cake, all colourful and it was black forest. The cake was as tasty as it looks :) 

 

Saw Xiu Hui and took a photo with her. Chatted with her for a bit, she's still as nice as ever. Hope she does well in NTU :)

With the birthday girl + Xiu Hui!

With Reb + TW

SIP Interns! With Hengchang + Soonmeng

Was looking for a place to chill and catch up with Reb so we went to Aranda's lobby and found a quaint little space to hang out for a while. Was nice to laugh and talk. Every time we hang out things never fail to go wrong - Alight at wrong stations, walk wrongly. But all we did was to laugh it off and had fun! It always helps to make the day a bit more fun and funnier.

Her iPhone camera is super clear compared to mine, and its just 4s. Dammit.

Yes she's the first person to disable my phone. She saw my PW and was proudly telling me that my PW is so easy! In the end you see what happen lah you see this girl.

I saw one of TW's friends posing with the balloons and both XH and me was like 'ohhh i wanna take photo with the balloons too!' There you go lol

The whole time while waiting to take photos with the busy birthday girl, I was trying to get as much confetti stuck on my leg as possible. Reb was laughing with me the whole time.

Before we left, we took polaroids with TW and she gave to everyone of her guests before they leave - how sweet!

I hope she likes our present and that she enjoyed her 21st! I had fun too :):)

I don't know what to do with myself

I'm here because I feel like a scrambled puzzle. I don't know what constitutes me anymore.. I don't know.

Things that I'm good at.. it doesn't come as easy anymore. It's like reminding myself to move one foot ahead each time and it feels so conscious and unnatural. No motivation, no consistency.

Then I become bad. I think it's because I'm getting greedy with what I have. You never know you changed until someone sees it for you. I need a wash inside out, I'm a mess, I'm toxic.

I want things to be looking up, and I believe good things are waiting for me in the next corner. I know it will, because I'm here. It's slow, but definitely a start. Baby steps, baby steps.

I'm gonna write. Write more, reflect more, wiser up more.

Try

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try

In Your Own Time

In your own time
There's no map to guide our way
So I say nothing, you say nothing
In your own way
Thought I could help you find your place
But I'm as lost as you are lost these days

Things are going to change, you know
The battles you have fought won't go to waste, you know
The things are gonna change,
It just takes time