This time of the year often doesn't come easy. Stress to handle, deadlines to meet. Often than not they teach me strength and perseverance, with a tinge of regret. Regrets and Guilt are very good teachers.
I guess I should say that this period has been especially difficult to pass. External factors also made me reach breaking point so much faster. That's when you start to question yourself - your beliefs, what's right and wrong. Then you think about giving up. But then you think about fighting again. Ah.. the human paradox.
But in the nick of time I found myself again. I remembered to be grateful. That's all it took. I know that if I were in this exact position again i would choose the same strategy to solve this. And now I just feel a lot more braver.
I'm gonna sleep peacefully with this impending thunderstorm. What a closure.
To everyone who's going through a bad patch in your life:
You are better than you were yesterday. Have a little
faith.
