Feeling shitty and upset.
It's like when you struggle; to voice out or to make a stand, no one listens. Heck it, nobody even knows you are feeling that way.
So what now? Either all of them are being terribly insensitive or you are an incredible loser with no presence and worse of all, you are not heard.
just wish that someone would just read between those lines and tell me what I feel.
what is this feeling of... despair. anger. sad?
don't even know anymore.
it's funny how these small little things just lead to another with tremendous compounding effect until you get so upset not by that single little thing anymore, but the reactions you get from people.
just feel very shortchanged for my entire 19 years suddenly.
I don't blame anyone. if it's someone, it's me. ME ME ME. I'm just berating myself for being dumb.
Is it just the late night or is it me feeling more alone than ever?
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Chomp Chomp and Train tracks
Im feeling very happy/satisfied because miss-horrible awarded me my points! It was all worth it man, all the fighting! I swear I'll detest her forever more. Never seen such an irresponsible tutor before!
Anyway, let's just skip all that negativity and just enjoy this post! Nune came to Singapore with her sister for a tour, and we met up at Chomp Chomp for supper/dinner! Such a pity tho, I had stomachache and it was pretty bad, hence I didn't get to see her off at the airport. Oh well, there's always a next time! Last thing she said: 'I'll see you when I see you!'
I think it's quite comforting for the fact that my friends and I still remain in contact with Nune despite having her studying overseas and all. Thanks Yvonne + Candy for the effort!
The other day, I accompanied Sunny for his site visit near Buona Vista, as he needed to take photos around that area! Again, it was scorching hot at first but it ended up raining. Again. Really when we go out, you can almost expect rain around 80% of the time and we'll just blame each other LOL
Anyway the site was basically just an empty plot of land with wild grasses and trees! He also took me to the old railway track that was once used by Singapore.
It was quite scary tho, because it was the beginning of the 7th month and there was a deserted sorta hut there and completed with the whole old railway track look, it was just plain scary! I wonder why they didn't remove the hut or something..
eeek Sunny's glasses are dark cos of that special lens.. thingy.
Woohoo btw went to school with June today and had dinner with Candy at Tampines. Haven't met her for such a long time and well had a girl/ heart-to-heart talk. I love talks like this! Overall such a happy day in addition to miss-horrible adding my points wakakakakaka
Okay one thing to do after exams is to go shopping. Haven't done that for quite some time and my clothes are repeating but i just act ignorant about it. And so should you. Okay byeeeeeee
Anyway, let's just skip all that negativity and just enjoy this post! Nune came to Singapore with her sister for a tour, and we met up at Chomp Chomp for supper/dinner! Such a pity tho, I had stomachache and it was pretty bad, hence I didn't get to see her off at the airport. Oh well, there's always a next time! Last thing she said: 'I'll see you when I see you!'
I think it's quite comforting for the fact that my friends and I still remain in contact with Nune despite having her studying overseas and all. Thanks Yvonne + Candy for the effort!
The other day, I accompanied Sunny for his site visit near Buona Vista, as he needed to take photos around that area! Again, it was scorching hot at first but it ended up raining. Again. Really when we go out, you can almost expect rain around 80% of the time and we'll just blame each other LOL
Anyway the site was basically just an empty plot of land with wild grasses and trees! He also took me to the old railway track that was once used by Singapore.
It was quite scary tho, because it was the beginning of the 7th month and there was a deserted sorta hut there and completed with the whole old railway track look, it was just plain scary! I wonder why they didn't remove the hut or something..
eeek Sunny's glasses are dark cos of that special lens.. thingy.
Woohoo btw went to school with June today and had dinner with Candy at Tampines. Haven't met her for such a long time and well had a girl/ heart-to-heart talk. I love talks like this! Overall such a happy day in addition to miss-horrible adding my points wakakakakaka
Okay one thing to do after exams is to go shopping. Haven't done that for quite some time and my clothes are repeating but i just act ignorant about it. And so should you. Okay byeeeeeee
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Berries & Apples
Finally Im well enough to blog about past awesome events! Got sick few days ago, and lazing around reading books and slacking doesn't help with the procrastinating! I have TONS to update, and time is just so constraining now that the study break is one week shorter, which means one more week nearer to start studying :(
Anyway, finally had a second outing with cousins @ Illuma! Katherine brought her BF as well, and we decided to watch Salt and also play arcade and have dinner! it was quite fun playing the street fighting thing vernie was very funny!
oh, also queued like hell for koi but koi was good :)
Settled down to Ebisboshi Shotengai for dinner. Didn't think the food was great and the service is just blah. So must confusion due to the different method of ordering. Why act so IT savvy when it's just creating more work and just making people frustrated. Combination of hunger and frustration NOT GOOD.
We ordered 8 chawanmushi and only got 2 of the veggie kind ONLY. WTH you are a restaurant and we are NOT patronising you in the wee hours, its 8+ pm leh god do improve your stock take please! doesn't help when the taste wasnt good also! Vernie, Shuyun, HL, LW, and I took turns to eat the chawanmushi round-robin style, spoonful by spoonful! A bit pathetic LOL but also hilarious with the occasional grumbles!! HAHA
it was katherine's second trip i think, and she was equally unhappy with the first one. The dessert thingy took so long and we were almost late for the movie. GSR & Kat argued and in the end - Complimentary!
Did a lot of GSR zoom-in shots but lets just keep that away shall we :)
I like the last photo because vernie looks very happy laughing!
I think Shuyun and LW look alike in the photo above - or is it just the bangs?
Battle between Iphones and Blackberries! HL's phone is the rat shit cos her clock is one minute faster than the rest and her phone has chicken pox - air bubbles all over!
Anyway, Salt was great even though the ending might appear to be a bit abrupt but it's supposed to end this way - I quote LW.
We haven't planned a 3rd gathering yet, but I hope it would come soon! Im not very free for the time being because exams are coming, but I hope we can go out again soon? :)
Anyway, finally had a second outing with cousins @ Illuma! Katherine brought her BF as well, and we decided to watch Salt and also play arcade and have dinner! it was quite fun playing the street fighting thing vernie was very funny!
oh, also queued like hell for koi but koi was good :)
Settled down to Ebisboshi Shotengai for dinner. Didn't think the food was great and the service is just blah. So must confusion due to the different method of ordering. Why act so IT savvy when it's just creating more work and just making people frustrated. Combination of hunger and frustration NOT GOOD.
We ordered 8 chawanmushi and only got 2 of the veggie kind ONLY. WTH you are a restaurant and we are NOT patronising you in the wee hours, its 8+ pm leh god do improve your stock take please! doesn't help when the taste wasnt good also! Vernie, Shuyun, HL, LW, and I took turns to eat the chawanmushi round-robin style, spoonful by spoonful! A bit pathetic LOL but also hilarious with the occasional grumbles!! HAHA
it was katherine's second trip i think, and she was equally unhappy with the first one. The dessert thingy took so long and we were almost late for the movie. GSR & Kat argued and in the end - Complimentary!
Did a lot of GSR zoom-in shots but lets just keep that away shall we :)
I like the last photo because vernie looks very happy laughing!
I think Shuyun and LW look alike in the photo above - or is it just the bangs?
Battle between Iphones and Blackberries! HL's phone is the rat shit cos her clock is one minute faster than the rest and her phone has chicken pox - air bubbles all over!
Anyway, Salt was great even though the ending might appear to be a bit abrupt but it's supposed to end this way - I quote LW.
We haven't planned a 3rd gathering yet, but I hope it would come soon! Im not very free for the time being because exams are coming, but I hope we can go out again soon? :)
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