Typical friday night

mom just got the binder back from office (at last) but it's a tad rusty and old.. so i spent my 15 minutes trying to bind some used paper to test my skills. ended up perspiring like shit.

but anway, YAY FOR BINDER! now my papers won't be scattered all over the place and i won't feel so irritated. i am a neat freak ok! everything must be organised to do work what.

mom bought satay which is a happy thing HAHAHAHA love satay!

anyways i miss my friends and sunny. i get to see him only once per week seeing that both of us are very busy and can only make do for weekends. my friends are either damn busy kind (9-6 school hour kee siao timing), or our timetables clash. ahhhhhhhhhh i misss you allzxxzxzx.

and i keep pms-ing these days. gettting angry/irritated/sad easily.

anyway the trip back home was beautiful! like seriously.if people can take some time away from their commitments and appreciate things around them, you'll feel that life's actually quite wonderful.

then maybe you wouldn't want to waste a day of your life doing something you don't wanna do and start doing stuff meaningful/ things you like.

you can't please everybody.
might as well do something that makes you happy and live each day to the fullest. if everyone always tells you want to do and what not to do, you'll only end up being unhappy.. you're not even living.

studying and bullshit.. sometimes i wish i have the courage to throw them out of the window and do something crazy like running on the field, flying a kite, reading a book, doing what i want.

then again isn't it a faraway dream?

there are only some lucky ones in the world that can do what they love and succeed, imho. or maybe because they are brave and strong enough to pursue what they want.

why are people so confined to society... i wished it didn't happen that way.

anyway i think people should make an effort to remind themselves that they should be grateful for living one more day each day. to live like you're dying. (Kris Allen much? HAHA)

to be grateful that you are healthy, and that you always have a group of favourite people close to you who loves you like how you love them back.

maybe one day i'll sit down and make a bucket list for myself and make sure i'll try to fufil them or strike off all the contents in the list. you only live once, so grab it and cherish it.

PS: witnessing/hearing so many deaths this week. it's really disheartening.

:(

I can't even explain how fucking sway this day can get.

Life is boring

Yes.. currently life is. It's getting quite boring ever since school started.
right now im lonely.. LW's got chamber camp and HL's out dating. I took a 4 hour nap today so not gonna sleep so early.

Maybe will go out alone to run some errands and buy formal stuff for EBSK. it's too late to ask anyone now anyway and there's a 50% chance that i will most prolly stay at home instead.

anw i HATE THIS YEAR'S LECTURE NOTES! we have to print them instead of buying and bringing those loose papers to bind every week is such a troublesome thing and papers are flying everywhere now! i wish i had lilin's binder. HAHA like seriously. don't they sell stuff like bind puncher. thats so fang bian la i wish somebody FASTER invent them. and printing so many stuff in the lab is really damn mafan i don't want to talk about the FRS we have to print sooner or later.

anyway thanks to tiantian today in the biz lab. the computer refuses to log me in what is wrong manzxzxzxz.

argh im so bored. it's so quiet now i can only hear the music from MTV and the blowing fan. no one's talking/ranting to me :( and my phone isn't receiving any texts i guess sunny's asleep. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO for BOREDOM + LONLINESS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT

2nd day of school

Currently slacking at 1.48am waiting for LW.
Anyway, school's currently not doing quite good for me. Wanted to change elective from SAPM to BTM. Unfortunately so far not so successful. Im quite neutral over it anyways, cos SAPM's fun too :D but it's just a bit disappointed cos i got my hopes up zzz.

Worrying MAX about my gpa because i really really wanna have a shot at uni. so this year is THE year man! time to pull my grades up :D

the subjects this year quite heavy.. even though it's only 4 but i feel that it's quite difficult, harder than sec 2.2. LOL no joke imma chiong man!

anyway EBSK sucks. the thought of wearing formal for 6 weeks kills me. it's not those kind of formal its those strict kind. like must wear panty hose no crease line must have 2 spacing in your waistband so it's not so loose and not so tight etc etc must wear make up..

hmmz. anyway no school for mua tomorrow so yipee yoohoo :D gonna sleep LW is done :D
im tired

Random photossss + Holidays

Here to update on some random photos and stuff. So good right, blogging twice in a row for two days! School officially kicks in tomorrow for me even though today IS the first day of school. Good thing, no monday blues for me :)

Bobby got a lot better! Bicky still say's he farts a lot tho, especially today. HAHA



Which pile is the Bobby pile?



There he is! LOL he didn't even struggle when i covered him in clothes.



Just continued sleeping..



Earpiece my sis bought for my birthday! :D

went to watch Kick-Ass at tampines not long ago. IT WAS FAB. FABBBBBB I love hit girl she looks better with purple hair imho. i love how the way it turned out. from a preppy kinda flick to a violent action film! woahhhhhh :D





cinema was really cold and not much people! haha it was fun :D

dyed my hair with HL just now she kept laughing! we keep competing on who has the tallest hair and we made our hair into funny shapes such as indoor stadium, minnie mouse etc LOLL

PS: found out june also same class as me! YESSSSSS

4A mini gathering

Here to post up photos during 4A gathering! it was a small one tho, pity junming vanessa and jiawen left early so no photos with most of them.. argh alot of people couldn't make it last min so it was considered a mini one.



lol love this photo my complexion looks fine! haha a pity its only the photos.. ROAR



with jiawen! nb i strive to eat more!

went blujazz















it's this dark irl. thank god for camera flash.





eh candy face red already!!





damn zzz hy





reached home quite late. haha turned out to be better in the end although we started on a rough patch at first. haha :D hope we can hang out again soon!

arghhhhhhh school startssssss but heng tomorrow no need go school! yay imma dye my hair tomorrow. drove to kovan and back to pp to buy dog's stuff and get my eyebrows pluckkkked but i stood at watsons for 10 minutes at the liese's rack with NO idea what colour hair dye to buy. argh shall buy tomorrow.

yay btw i changed my blogskinsss. about time right i know!

Bobby

Bobby's sick :(

Bored

Figured that I'll blog since Im bored..
Have been waking up at 3pm-ish ever since last week i think. It's holidays man.. gotta chilaxxxx

argh the thought of school reopening makes me wanna nua and cringe from inside out. so sian year 3 is gonna be busy plus stressful since its graduation year and argh the thought of me being so busy with tutorials and projects makes me sick..

have been going out for a the past days.. waiting for pictures from candy so i can blog them out! god i am so bored now there are no shows zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

gonna be working for a few days.. well good thing is i can still learn stuff and get more $$! ahh im basically so bored now im a boring person.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

okay bobby vomitted imma go check it out bye