Short Hiatus

Taking a short hiatus due to the impending mid-sem period.
Yes, I can almost hear you all scream in delight.
yayyyyy....... no (N).

haven't been blogging for a while, I've been wayyy too busy mugging.
almost forgot the feeling of blogging already!

meanwhile, my studying companion: 'music pig' + food!

oh well, back in 5 days!

PS: blogger is being a dumbass, some of my archives entries are missing! I would move to other sites
if I knew how to import entries.. help?

Quotes.

'When life gives you lemons, make lemonade' (damn im going to make a truckload!)
'Obstacles are those frightful things you see, when you take your eyes off the goal'

-Quotebook

'Thank you for being there, to kiss my tears away'

What is this feeling? (S)

What is this feeling?
I feel so choked up; something seems to be tugging on my heartstrings, my stomach feels all quirmy inside, like there's a knot in my stomach.

Yes, I don't feel good at all. I feel so deprived of a chance to prove myself right. And in a blink of an eye, it's all too late. I feel angry, angry because it's all my fault and what im feeling are just excuses, excuses for my failure. I feel like giving up, because I suddenly realised the situation i am caught in and chances are slim. I feel stupid, for not realising earlier and im now watching all my efforts go down the drain because of a mistake made back when I was younger; an ignorant teen. Im indignant, because I feel that it's not fair at all.I feel so tired, because Im going against all odds just to prove myself.

I feel terrible, because i realised too late that this was all i ever wanted.

My fair face + other 9 random stuffs

1. wanted to take photos of myself initially for the purpose of showing yall how FAIR i look in the camera these days! or is it that i am actually getting fairer? it's not that im complaining, (okay maybe a lil bit) fair is fine with me, but i dun wanna look like a corpse! i look utterly lifeless every morning when i wake up or after mask/wash face. (sissies can prove it ttm!)

2. realised that photos doesn't do justice to the fairness! and it justs adds to my longer face (like i need it lor)

3. decided to post it up because i rarely get a decent looking photo (imho imho SERIOUSLY) and I SO DONT WANNA WASTE IT! IM SO UNPHOTOGENIC ARGH SO FINALLY GOT ONE WHERE I LOOK DECENT NOT WEIRD/HALF BLINKING/GROSS SMILE I MUST SHOW TO THE WORLD!

4. +i figured that sunny misses my face so yeah. i miss him too haven't meet him for one week already. :(

5. oh did i tell you that this was my 124895746th photo attempts and finally one came up decent.

6. liwen sleeping behind me and i took photos of her sleeping and put it in her iphone, maybe she will smile when she wakes up haha :D

7. btw shrek 2 tomorrow shoing @ channel 5! WATCH IT okay!! SHREK IS FAB!! (Y)

8.okay gonna sleep. gonna do tutorials tml so sunday can go out YAHOO

9. random convo on fb:

in the end i showed lw the first line and she knew what i was talking about already. it's really so funny how me and my sissies have our own language! it's so weird and unique at the same time cos even my mother dont really know what we are talking sometimes and we gotta teach her. my dad was doing this chicken dance that other day and was talking about moving our tv to his office. he was like ' i am the boss, i dont care leh~~~~'. LOL damnfunny.

anyway there was this time that me, hl, dad and lw came home consecutively within 5 min range. bicky got so pek chek opening the door 4 times within 5 minutes damn hao xiao!

okay heading to bed. i ranted more than i expected O.O

randoms

Just to put up a random photo. Anyway she was real cute today, waiting outside my closet for people to open so she can snooze inside.

feeling quite free & bored today, but absolutely refuse to do tutorials/study. i just wanna chillax :D

watching "undercover brothers" @ HBO now. quite funny. but argh HBO's not screening really good movies recently.

anyway spent part of my afternoon watching MichellePhan. damn her makeup skills really damn (Y) she made it seem so easy cos she is damn skilled at it. no wonder she has so much hits on Youtube.

wanna catch IP Man 2, Bounty Hunter, Backup Plan, and many more!
oh btw chip told me that a bounty hunter is a person that arrests a person when he/she failed to turn up for a court hearing. lol sounds like a funny show leh i love jennifer aniston and gerald butler!

oh ya caught iron man 2 with sunny last week and it was quite entertaining. the car was an audi spyder/spider right? i saw on tv that it wasn't even launched yet!

ahhh.. the things you learn on television.

school has been quite tough these days. woah the workload is quite unbearable and practically each tutorial is a stuggle -.- luckily i have friends to accompany me :D

eh btw i am quite interested to buy the chocolate bar hp case thingy.. but it costs 15 bux. should i? maybe i should :D

sidetrack

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for me to take note:

mary.j.blige - family affair
justin bieber - eenie meanie..
natasha bedingfield - single

This school week.

Here to show some photos taken this week. Got to meet candy quite a number of times too, like finally! haven't been seeing one another for quite some time. She got to hang out with my poly mates too haha and its nice to see them all get along! :D

was at library 7th floor. haven't been there much during the whole of junior year. i prefer 3rd 6th, and 4th floors :D much quieter you see. and good for snoozing :D

anyway this week was great! got to meet aisha and lilin and junewenyu and it seemed ages since we gathered in the library!






sorry but i am still so fascinated by how small nadirah's hand is.


why do i look like a GIANT next to nadirah!

this was taken during weds. EBSK lesson -.-
anyway had lunch with candy and cheeming coincidentally!

aiya still have loads of photo on fb but totally look too KNS to be uploaded! seriously lor.. too ^%$#^ to post here HAHAHA you all wan see go fb see :D

okay it's late. SWAC was great as usual and i hope starworld broadcasts season 2 of glee soon :D

Something meaningful

Read something meaningful from quotebook that got me thinking -

It’s so curious: one can resist tears and ‘behave’ very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer… and everything collapses.

yeah, human works in a funny way.
okay too tired im gna head to bed already. tiring.
semester 3 is also tiring zz

26 months :D

look at my eyebrows! cherelle dont laugh pls





LOL, in sequence somemore. okay this pretty much sums up my whole of sunday. managed to complete my AA with him beside me so it's pretty much a miracle. tomyum homecooked steamboat today = FAB.

argh monday = school. here we go again.

Sitting on the edge of the bed

Mole says hi.
Anyway this is what you get for staying inside the room all day. You get a blog post and a photo of my mole and half of my face.

mole quite big hor.. i didn't have it initially it just grew lor. my mother said it was bad as it meant a lot of responsibility i have to carry in future so wanted me to remove it. dad went to consult someone and said since it's nearer to the neck than the shoulder it is a good thing.. something like
锦上添花. as in the 锦 becomes 颈项 the "颈". 颈项 means neck btw.

okayyy.. enough info about nancy here.. (yes i named my mole nancy! i name a lot of stuff nancy)

stayed in the room today cos sis's friends came over, and i was too shy and self-conscious to say hello, cos too many people already! haha but i went out eventually to eat dinner and help them take group photos.

right now it's a bored me + oily hair + wind blowing my hair. and im bored. spent almost the whole day surfing the net and alternating between facebook and twitter. addicted to twitter already! didn't feel that twitter was much of a deal initially but now im totally hooked.

LW's friends reminds me of my usual gang. we do the same thing - we take group photos and eat steamboat for 2-3 hours! then we go to study room to watch tv + movies.

anyway kudos for cherelle for helping me with the SIP form thing. i seriously dunno where she gets it from! THANKS LOADS XOXOXOXOXO

oh yeah i got too bored cooped up in my room i turned to homework! one more left YAY this is how i spent my weekends -.-

now im just waiting for 2230 to happen so i can watch ghost whisperer. by then i hope bicks is back from pp so someone will watch with me. then i also wish HL will really come back with the pantyhose i requested for for my EBSK module.

btw i like sterling knight! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHHA he's quite the charmer in SWAC. Demi Lovato's funny too i must say this is my favourite disney channel show! HM is now second best.
sounds very lame.. im a 19 year old teen and i watch disney channel. nothing wrong with that in my opinion. i watch phineas and ferb too. i like doofenzmirtz (sp?).

okay im insanely bored. imma go bath soonish. soonish i meant not so soon. AHAHAH

PS: yay happy 26th months. woot time passes so darn quickly!
PS/S: btw one of the plants sunny gave to me sorta died.. but i quickly sort of 'fixed' it and put it outside. bicks says there's more sunlight this way cos she bragged that all her plants outside damn healthy. & looking at the lovely aloe veras outside, i reckon she's right.

LOL SHE BETTER BE RIGHT~ :)