Quick wordy post

It's 4.35am, and my mind is already thinking about sleeping and yes, i'm still here to blog! I wanted to do an overview of my 2010 year when i thought about it a month ago, but i think it really isn't going to happen, because im as busy as hell! i'll still prolly try to make it happen cos i want to take it happen!

it's kinda ironic when i say im busy but im always tweeting about all the shows im watching! oh well need to curb my habit of being a couch potato.

anyway yes it's the last day of 2010, and i intend to savour every minute of it! i guess this means waking up earlier~ bad thing is that this means im hitting the big 2 next year! AHHHH i feel time is really too fast. i don't even feel like im growing up, but reality has spoken otherwise.

okay abrupt end of rant i am still down with flu and my head feels heavy. is it me or is singapore becoming colder?

oh yeah anyway genting was fun.. and cold! wanted to go outdoor theme park and abandoned the plan in the end wakakaka

yes official end of rant enjoy your last day guys!

Holiday!

Spent my Xmas hanging out with Sunny when he came here to chill. It was a whirlwind in the morning though, as I had to rush my card and also help to walk the dog and do some chores since bicky was out. We went to Popeyes at Punggol East for dinner and also watched Running Man! Popeyes is located at such a secluded area that I was afraid for a moment - it was dark and there was lightning okay! Plus it was sorta like an open field with no surrounding tall trees so yeah.

Anw running man was funneh as hell! Watched it again with my sissies again and yes still very funny ahahahahahhaha

PHOTOS!



Made this simple card. Quite tedious actually don't judge by its simplicity!



He made me sushi! It's his first time cooking so kudos for that! Still needs improvement lah but i appreciate his efforts. Honestly one of his best gifts that he gave to me HAHAH :)



Dad got him these in china, i think its not bad haha i was shocked by what he chose. Of course giving shoes is quite a superstition, so sunny gave me $1 :)

Anyway..

I'm off to Genting in a few hours!









Apparently supposed to set off in the morning, but i'm still here cos of dad. yes time wastage max! hopefully we get to extend another day. I'm already thinking of what to do there..

Heads up

This, is me. This is how I look like, freshly taken at 3am in the morning. The photo actually can't capture my begrudged smile as well as my little frown and well, my fatigue. I guess this is what happens when the the megapixels of a webcam suck.

After juggling my projects and running to and fro for the past days, I thought I'll blog about all happenings the past few weeks, all starting from my internship!

God I know it must be quite sickening, cos i keep mentioning in my blog! I can't help it either too :)

So, before we knew it, time just flew past like crazy and it was time to leave KPMG. It's really such a wonder how time passes so fast, it's like fast forwarding constantly, until you stop to realise that it's.. over. Sometimes when I think about it, i still cant believe that i spent 3 months there. It actually feels as though I spent only 6 weeks there... or less. I love my interns and colleagues, because they are such a wonderful bunch to be with! I feel very comfortable so I think I might actually come across as quite straightforward, speaking my mind as to how i feel and what i wanna say. I hope im not THAT tactless tho, and i hope me shooting my mouth off doesn't really offend anyone? :)

I started my last day going to work in quite a groggy state, as I slept at 4am the previous night, packing all the little little gifts for my colleagues. Definitely didn't help when my car battery when kaput in the petrol station tho, and we were stuck there for 90 minutes and my dad had to come jump start the car. However, the good thing was that there was actually nothing much to do, as it was past the tax deadline. So we just chat around, running around to my friends there and chat, or crap with the colleagues! :)

Colleagues gave us a treat to Youmen Ya Goemon at Marina Link Mall! Spent the next two hours chatting before heading back, and distributing the gifts, and left the office around six plus. It was like chocolate spam because everyone we know was distributing chocolates! I was so full with all the chocolates!!!! Went out with the interns, and CHERYL CAME! Majority of us headed to Vivo where we ate the FoodRepublic - Freaking hilarious because Rebacca, ChiwFoong and I bought food from the same stall and mine was too spicy, Reb's too salty, and Cf's too sweet. Mine was seriously spicy, as it i couldn't even finish 30 mouthfuls lah please!!!!!!

After that went to a random corner and started chatting before we split. Saw fireworks too - highlight of the day! Well everything ended quite fast, and i ended up being quite alert and chatty the whole night! I went back 2 weeks ago to visit them tho, had quite a chat, and i miss them very much! However, school is starting so... let the boring and stressed routine begin!

Meanwhile, photos galore!



Cards that Tingwen made for us to cover our faces in the staff pass, Great idea + a sweet gesture



MY DESK! I love it very much although i lost my $4 pencil GAH $$#$#!%gkwfdfhw



DIN TAI FUNG! Lunch treat from Benedict & Junhao, my colleagues. They also treat me and Reb to a Japanese restaurant before! Din Tai Fung yum yum! my first time there woohoo xlb xlb xlb!





Went back and gave Benedict and Jun Hao these - made by yours truly aha! my artistic mood only comes once in a very very long time, couldn't even remember the last time i drew something. anyway, this was my best shot! I hope they like it!

Anyway, I'm having a short trip to Genting on sunday! It's been a while, and i totally love the cooling atmosphere there, so it's good to have a change in weather compared to sunny singapore (See what i did there?). Quite excited because i was quite worried that i might not collect my passport in time!

Well right now i miss my friends. have not been seeing them for quite a while! *whines* I just have so much to do right now, and i ended up bailing on them because i was just too busy to have fun! I wanna meet up with them soon soon soon soon you guys hear me?!

Okay I'll blog next time when I come back? :) Oh yeah before I go,



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PS：Merry Xmas Peeps, Christmas sucks this year for me because I'm too busy to enjoy. Not to mention Im stuck at home all day while others are out.. and SOME OF THEM ARE STILL NOT BACK YET. You know who you are nincompoops @pokzai @buiikitty

Haiiiii

Currently having a really big headache so im here at my venting outlet. HEADACHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Semester 3.2 is here, meaning the projects, tutorials, tests are all flooding in like lao sai. Plus the internship I'm due to hand in after this 2 weeks break (now is mid sem break) and the fact that i'm going to genting and my passport stuff is hassling and not done yet, i'm really hanging on thin ice.

i've really a lot of things to say, i miss my intern friends as well as my clique. didn't even get to meet them and had to cancel due to impending work. I still gotta head to my mom's office to help her with her work, and im considering taking tuition cos my sis just offered me one.

SO BUSEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. okay i gotta go do project already bye bye

Short one.

It's 12.46am so I decided to pop by and update this little dusty space of mine. I have SO MUCH to say but Im currently really not in love with my new blogskin now.. so it really gives me second thoughts about blogging when you dont like to visit your BLOG!

anw, i'll get that covered pretty soon... later in the week perhaps? Internship ended, and it's really a fun and an amazing experience, got to meet all the awesome new friends and colleagues, and im really sad that it ended. It seems that somehow things after that are returning to square one, and i'll wonder if the people involved will really remember the 3 months afterall. I mean it's short, but i hope it'll mean something to the people as much as it means to me.

Today was the first day in school, and it just felt totally weird. I just kinda felt distanced to school already, not to mention all the past lectures/studies i've learnt keep flooding back, and seeing old friends, classmates, teachers, just made me felt like that awkward and weird kid in poly again who only resides comfortably in her own circle. Argh I hate it.

Anyway for this new class, I just hope people like me and i just along well with people, get good grades, do my best, get busy and stop wasting time like water, and actually let the 3 months be a productive one.

I guess that's enough for today, i'll update more with pictures! for now, im really glad im having lunch with suehow and libeike tomorrow mwahahahahahha :)

Saturday

Imma frigging pig. Just took a 3 hour nap and all and I feel tired all over again. Shall get to sleep soon? I'm still hungry and the fried rice tasted weird cos it was left from the afternoon till now! Pray that I don't get a tummyache zzz

Spent the saturday going back for campus session and luckily weizhong drove me to school! awesome max and kudos to waking up late! had a little chat and i hope everything goes well for him :)

went to Kikki.K at tampines mall with Shufen and bought some stuff! our pencils are chio~ she keeps making my days by telling me stuff i don't know about - Deepavali Holidays, School Holidays, Nice Food and now we have awesome pencils!

Love stationary~

Met up with June and Weishan and their friends and we ate lunch at pizza hut! quite full man, and we roamed around walking and looking before heading home.

Internship is ending in 3 weeks time? Time passes like soooo fast and we're back to school before you know it. hate how me and my friends are split this year - none of them same class as me sob sob! oh well, i just pray hard that this semester is good :)

okay I shall write soon. my blog layout is damn irritating, shall do something about it. i am darn lazy to find one and even lazier to do a blogskin myself! it's so hard to find one i like in blogskin btw. i just want it simple like SIMPLE!

k shall go drink milo be hero then kun. n

Internship

Back on blogger, now munching on doritos and getting down to blogging business :)
I'm midway through my internship now, and i'm pretty used to what i'm doing so far. my intern mates are TOTALLY AWESOME, and i think that my internship might pretty much suck without them. like seriously, it's good to have a group of mates that totally clicks well with me even though we've only knew each other for 2 months. can't think what i'll do when internship ends...

This was what I looked like the first week of SIP..



Yes, dozing off while putting on a mask. That's how tired i was. it's amazing how one can get SO tired just sitting in on a desk for 8 hours! i seriously wonder adults manage their friends, love, family on top of work life. ew to work life man.

Cheryl's Last Day

Before we knew it, it was Cheryl's last day, and well i was kinda upset cos she has only been with us for a month! i really like her very much as a person tho, i hope she comes to have lunch with us when she ends early from school? :)



Yes, she gave me flowers on her last day! It's sitting nicely on my desk now :)

Took photos with her on that day! Some colleagues even joked if it was Interns Day LOL





I guess guys are not big fans of photo taking. :) i'll really miss cheryl xue ning tho :(

Ritz Carlton Company Dinner

Fortunately, we got to meet her on a Monday for the company dinner!it was really nice to see her, and the food was great! we sat there and chatted like for 3 hours before leaving!





and then the spamming of photos started:



courtesy of Heng Chang, who couldn't stop laughing i think..



i was SO full during the day i had a hard time waking the the next morning! well it was a good experience tho :)

Cheryl was kind enough to accompany me while waiting for my father to fetch me home at payar lebar, and she found out she lost her $400 dollar worth of camera at the hotel! fortunately, one of out colleagues found it and returned us during work the next day. phew~

Randoms



Finally found a drink near my workplace which was slightly cheaper and tastes on par as Koi.. ESKIMO! It was really not bad, and the queue was shorter than KOI :)

Also had my first cup of Earl Grey this week. i was asking shufen and edward what it tasted like but they couldn't really explain.. could only tell that it has a tangy smell to it but doesn't taste anything like orange. in the end the drink was refreshing and quite nice :)

i wanted to drink another cup but i think i drank too much tea the past week. drank ALOT during another department dinner, at Victorian Peak! :)




Look at my 'Wall'. SO MANY post-its on it right now, thanks to all my lovely mates, especially Tingwen who always delivers papers for me! she is so kind lor!!

Yeah, my colleagues call me Ah Ying sometimes. I guess it's because our names are really hard to remember, and that few of us had english names so .. yeah.

okay i'm gonna go, gonna watch amazing race and harry potter after that.. don't really want sunday to end :(

Back?

Hiiiii, decided to quit tumblr.. I guess I'm just too unused to the format? I wanna try out wordpress tho, so meanwhile here's my writing platformmmmmmmmm! Below is the post from Tumblr submitted like loooong ago! I have sooo much to say, but i'll leave it next time? :)

Anyway, went dating with sunny last saturday! he finally ended his 3 months of SIP and he decided to treat me for dinner! he thought of marche but i wanted sushi! needless to say, i was freaking spanking full!

NO photos of me because I was being VERY unphotogenic which was WORSE than usual. I hate my hair I hate my hair I hate my hair

We also went to see the movie 'The Other Guys'! However I think it's only funshion-worthy.. so yeah. A couple offered us free tickets when we came out of the cinema but it felt so unreal and i thought i might get punk-d so i politely declined. anyway it was a happy day! Anyway I'll stop here for the time being, I have many stuff to rant about regarding my work but i'll save that for next time!

Moved

I moved! :) Maybe I'll come back when I miss blogspot :(

3AM Rain

I'm up at 3am in the morning with an orange sky - expecting rain to come.
Anyway, I thought I should just update this space of mine. It has been 2 weeks.
2 well, exciting weeks.

Anyway, these past 2 weeks was me working as an intern in KPMG, and it's great cos i made a lot of friends, regardless from TP or from other school interns. I think as a whole i get along with them really well, and all of them are really nice! so it's actually quite awesome to have someone to rant to, especially when they understand your plight. These past 2 weeks of interning felt like cramming for a subject - so much to learn and absorb, to familiarize yourself and make friends over a short span of time! Internship is great as it sets me thinking about well.. everything else possible. Whether all of this made sense. I'll leave this part till next time, or until you have been one of the victims of my rants. I hope to expect more challenging work tho, I admit I expect a lot from myself and I'm still learning to take in everything so far. On another plus side, my body clock's healthier! I've been hitting the sack at 1030 or 10pm, and waking up at 6am! (zzzz) 8 hours of sleep is still not enough tho, I slept at 9.30pm before and I can still feel sleepy during work time! There were a lot of upturns and downturns throughout my work, but I think it's always good to stay positive and take things in stride! there is an immense amount of things i learnt, which is just impossible to condense in a few paragraphs. Most of it are very thought-provoking matters and really sorta taught me life lessons and inspired me, in more ways than one, regardless of me being an intern myself or hearing stories regarding their SIP from my friends.

Spent the saturday going to school for campus training and also met up with sunny today, it's our 2.5 monthsary (ew im using this word i feel so cheesy and lame)! he bought me these sticker/speech bubble stuff to ward off against any negative emotions i might feel during SIP and it's so cute i think i can paste it on my workspace! I think happy likes it too ahahaha



anyway, wtf is a creamy centre this sentence is just plain wrong!













Anyway, this would be my last public post. Yes - I'm locking up my blog. While it is interesting to know that random people can come and read my lame blog, it is also quite discomforting at the same time. Of course, I will add some of my friends that I think who reads my blog (bhb-ish) here, but if you read it and I don't invite you, just feel free to ask me! Through facebook because my hotmail and msn is screwed zzz.. you must have a blogger account btw. I'll find someway to sneak sunny in my blog HAHA

Eh I realise I talk like Im such a big shot zzz but moving on...

Okay I think there's nothing else - Im tired, it's 3.53am and Im gonna sleep. Gonna enjoy the last of my weekends before I start off with a boring monday all over again. Toodles peeps.

PS: Sometimes I think that the human mind is such a dilemma - Do you say the ugly truth in someone's face, or should you just keep quiet because that person should already know what he/she should so by now? It's so confusing on how to play the good person sometimes. Right now I'm in a ball of flames but I'm choosing not to say anything. It's very difficult, because i feel so bottled up now, but I think it's the right thing for me to do for you now. I just feel painful that I would have given 100% best to get what you have right now, and it sucks to see you throw that away.

PS/S: Sometimes I can't even differentiate between who's a friend and a foe anymore. As the saying goes 'keep your friends close, and your enemies closer'. Amidst all the socializing, i hope i don't get to see false pretences or getting a stab in the back. I rather they come and tell me in the face that they dislike me rather than doing all the dirty work behind my back. If im only a friend for very supeficial benefits for yourself then heck it - im walking away from all this. I won't say whether anything is happening to me right now, or anything is not. I'm just saying.

Weishan birthday celebration!

Met up with the girls 2 days ago to enjoy the holidays! It also served as a belated birthday celebration for Weishan since her birthday fell during the exams. Went to Cine for Sukisushi and had a spontaneous idea for Kbox thereafter! Haven't been singing in ages manzxzxz

Food Galore! Yumzxzxzx i ate quite less tho, the sight of the huge amount of raw meat reminded me of a bad experience with my sissies at sukisushi last time... T.T







kbox next! quite fun tho, this was the only place that offered 2-7 at 8 bucks instead of other places! had to make various calls, and it was worth it :)



Had a wonderful night :)

Mischief Managed!

Yes, exams are OVER like finally! i don't really feel the sense of liberation tho, maybe because I didn't put in much effort? Anyway I am just glad it's overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, and I really have to thank June for helping me with my subjects throughout the semester break! It's really awesome to have a study buddy who don't mind you pestering her haha so im glad :)

bad thing tho, I have 6 days till the first day of SIP. feeling tingly by the thought of this, it's so scary how time passes! I have 6 days to buy clothes and do a lot of stuff and 6 days deffo isn't enough! Oh well.. Its always so much to do and so little time.

anyway went out with Nadirah after exams! went to have lunch at tampines mall and checked out the newly opened hershey's chocolate shop! saw the biggest chocolate bar in the whole and it was so heavy i almost dropped it! went to marina square and even tho it was short, i had fun :)

anw i have photos to show, taken today! I figured that this blog needed some graphics!

forgive me for not being photogenic lah!!!!















awesumzxzx yeah! I have more to post but we ended up having fun squashing each other out of the camera that this is the most appropriate photo! okay its the first photo we took out of like 50++

hmm, all i need now is to meet sunny! can't meet him today and the last time we met is god-knows-when!!!!!! :(

Truly Happy

Random thought: How or when would you be truly happy? If your truly-happy-face is ugly than you wouldn't be happy.. right?
Hmm.

18 percent

Felt like visiting my little personal space here, haven't had the time to blog since self-defined mugging period started. There's only 18% in this laptop now so maybe I'll just make this a quick one?

I feel like DYING this whole exam period man; I can safely say that this. is. my. slackiest. period. ever!!!!!!!! Seriously sometimes my actions just totally freak me out as to how last minute I can be. Normally when it comes to exams Im totally well-planned and all but this time everything just turns out so... WEIRD. I keep disappointing myself and doing less and the worse thing is, I can still feel so composed at times these days.

Ackkkk and the worse thing is, if you ever tried telling it to anyone that you slack, prolly 99% of the people wont believe you. They might prolly just scoff and think that Im a closet mugger! But seriously in comparison Im doing wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy less. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Tuesday's tax test and I didn't even TOUCH tax today at all. What's wrong with me? Can't resist Iphone games, twitter, and most of all.... THE TV!!! My eyes are totally glued on that screen. Doesn't help if we have so much channels either! If you look at my twitter Im always tweeting proudly what shows im watching lor zzzzzzzzzzzzz and the only way for me to NOT watch tv is when bicky watches the Filipino channel. WALAO EHZXZXZXZXZ

Shit sia. PLS MUG PLS MUG PLS MUG PLS MUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Okay this is gonna be my last post till exams are over (14 sept). Till then, Ciaos :)

I'm done with myself

Feeling shitty and upset.
It's like when you struggle; to voice out or to make a stand, no one listens. Heck it, nobody even knows you are feeling that way.
So what now? Either all of them are being terribly insensitive or you are an incredible loser with no presence and worse of all, you are not heard.

just wish that someone would just read between those lines and tell me what I feel.
what is this feeling of... despair. anger. sad?
don't even know anymore.

it's funny how these small little things just lead to another with tremendous compounding effect until you get so upset not by that single little thing anymore, but the reactions you get from people.

just feel very shortchanged for my entire 19 years suddenly.

I don't blame anyone. if it's someone, it's me. ME ME ME. I'm just berating myself for being dumb.

Is it just the late night or is it me feeling more alone than ever?

Chomp Chomp and Train tracks

Im feeling very happy/satisfied because miss-horrible awarded me my points! It was all worth it man, all the fighting! I swear I'll detest her forever more. Never seen such an irresponsible tutor before!

Anyway, let's just skip all that negativity and just enjoy this post! Nune came to Singapore with her sister for a tour, and we met up at Chomp Chomp for supper/dinner! Such a pity tho, I had stomachache and it was pretty bad, hence I didn't get to see her off at the airport. Oh well, there's always a next time! Last thing she said: 'I'll see you when I see you!'



I think it's quite comforting for the fact that my friends and I still remain in contact with Nune despite having her studying overseas and all. Thanks Yvonne + Candy for the effort!



The other day, I accompanied Sunny for his site visit near Buona Vista, as he needed to take photos around that area! Again, it was scorching hot at first but it ended up raining. Again. Really when we go out, you can almost expect rain around 80% of the time and we'll just blame each other LOL

Anyway the site was basically just an empty plot of land with wild grasses and trees! He also took me to the old railway track that was once used by Singapore.

It was quite scary tho, because it was the beginning of the 7th month and there was a deserted sorta hut there and completed with the whole old railway track look, it was just plain scary! I wonder why they didn't remove the hut or something..









eeek Sunny's glasses are dark cos of that special lens.. thingy.

Woohoo btw went to school with June today and had dinner with Candy at Tampines. Haven't met her for such a long time and well had a girl/ heart-to-heart talk. I love talks like this! Overall such a happy day in addition to miss-horrible adding my points wakakakakaka

Okay one thing to do after exams is to go shopping. Haven't done that for quite some time and my clothes are repeating but i just act ignorant about it. And so should you. Okay byeeeeeee