(A random snippet of my (unclear) new hair which makes me look ten times older than i already am, thanks. it already looks better in the photo, let me warn you)
I'm starting my first day of work tomorrow, and the reason why im still up late is because im hoping that the night stretches as long as it could be, because im really dreading monday.
The first day, is always the hardest.
Especially when you're alone this time. I think im just gonna take it with a pinch of salt (hopefully), and welcome any obstacles with an open heart. I mean, thats all that is left to do right? You cant change the fact, but you can change the way you think about it.
Anyway it's just a 2 month plus contract anyway, so i'll just regard it as another internship. The workplace is quite far, but i guess much better in a way? I'll have to walk a lot though.
I hope i'll never get to work, work is boring. Im a piece of lazy shit and all i wanna do is stay at home and roll around! but my conscious is just telling me to get a move on, and start doing something with my life. Afterall, its time = money isnt it? You exchange time for money anyway.
i guess its harder to push yourself when compared to being pushed by something else.
Alright, I shall gonna go prepare for tomorrow. I guess even though i hope tomorrow never comes, it's still gonna happen, whether you get 3 hours or 8 hours of sleep, or even if you welcome or dread this change.
