mom just got the binder back from office (at last) but it's a tad rusty and old.. so i spent my 15 minutes trying to bind some used paper to test my skills. ended up perspiring like shit.
but anway, YAY FOR BINDER! now my papers won't be scattered all over the place and i won't feel so irritated. i am a neat freak ok! everything must be organised to do work what.
mom bought satay which is a happy thing HAHAHAHA love satay!
anyways i miss my friends and sunny. i get to see him only once per week seeing that both of us are very busy and can only make do for weekends. my friends are either damn busy kind (9-6 school hour kee siao timing), or our timetables clash. ahhhhhhhhhh i misss you allzxxzxzx.
and i keep pms-ing these days. gettting angry/irritated/sad easily.
anyway the trip back home was beautiful! like seriously.if people can take some time away from their commitments and appreciate things around them, you'll feel that life's actually quite wonderful.
then maybe you wouldn't want to waste a day of your life doing something you don't wanna do and start doing stuff meaningful/ things you like.
you can't please everybody.
might as well do something that makes you happy and live each day to the fullest. if everyone always tells you want to do and what not to do, you'll only end up being unhappy.. you're not even living.
studying and bullshit.. sometimes i wish i have the courage to throw them out of the window and do something crazy like running on the field, flying a kite, reading a book, doing what i want.
then again isn't it a faraway dream?
there are only some lucky ones in the world that can do what they love and succeed, imho. or maybe because they are brave and strong enough to pursue what they want.
why are people so confined to society... i wished it didn't happen that way.
anyway i think people should make an effort to remind themselves that they should be grateful for living one more day each day. to live like you're dying. (Kris Allen much? HAHA)
to be grateful that you are healthy, and that you always have a group of favourite people close to you who loves you like how you love them back.
maybe one day i'll sit down and make a bucket list for myself and make sure i'll try to fufil them or strike off all the contents in the list. you only live once, so grab it and cherish it.
PS: witnessing/hearing so many deaths this week. it's really disheartening.
