That was just about one of the most painful things anyone has ever said to me.
If that's what you think, then I must be pretty darn stupid/useless in your eyes, always getting busy over NOTHING.
At that point I was feeling ugly and fucked up.
My self worth really didn't need to be any lower, tyvm.
I guess it's supposed to make me more determined to reach my goal now?
right now, I'm just afraid of suffering a heavier fall.
maybe I should not put my hopes up in the first place.
One day, I wish to achieve it, and maybe change what you think of me now.
I'm alright now, I hope.
