There are times when I just feel helpless. I can't do anything, I can't do anything right either. It just irritates me when I have moments where I go completely off. I don't even know why, I don't even know what I did. It's like I feel light in the head but heavy with responsibilities. Then in the end comes a rush of guilt over something I did / didn't do / can't do. Sometimes, I'm scared of responsibilities. The price that comes with it is just too much to bear.
I know what I need to do to get over this. But it is something that has to be felt, not just heard and understood.
